I also not judgemental I dont believe its always one way, I think god in the end, whoever he is is gonna judge us for what we did in our lives, I'm wishing you to a happier place deso, besides your ICT teaching is probably helping kids from messing up
Also Jewish don't eat meat not just for religious reasons but also for health reasons, there is this muscle eating worm that lives in hot countries and in pigs and this guy my teacher told me about, said this worm wasted all his muscles beofre chewing on his heart.
However when I say I'm Christian I'm not catholic as that seems far too hardcore, its a power control mechanism full of corruption (no offence to devote catholics) but it seems to be this constant fear, you are not worthy. For instance pleasure is not SIN, it's only bad when you make your number 1 pirority at the expense of others, then church. The actual building is not religion, its just dead wood and stone. Religion is the persons belief, not some stupid statue or a cross.