200 replies to this topic

[Daeda]

As I replied on Freedom: I'm honestly speechless.. My support goes to you and your family and I think I'm not lying when I say that the same goes for the whole modding community. Xeno, you're a great friend and we all love you. And if those last few travels you want to make will bring you near the Netherlands, give me a call..

[Shine On]

The main problem i feel is that i don't want to upset alot of people by telling you all about this. It's not great news. But you have all showed no end of support which i do really appreciate you all for

All i can do now it to try and do things i've always wanted and generally exploring and having fun for the rest of my life... how long i have left hasn't been stated yet, but i'll do and try as much things i can for the rest of my life. If i do hang around for a long i'll try and go into a a part-time profession, but because of the risk i can just act like i have a normal life anymore :(

Either way i will keep in contact with all of you as much as i can. More likely on this forum cause i know alot of you will be on here... if not here then on MSN.

Thank you all again

[Clazzy]

I heard about this on PPM and I'm truly speechless, I always hoped you beat it once and for all and I'm hoping you still have a chance of beating it again. I hope you get a chance to do everything you always wanted, despite the horrors in the world this planet is still a wonderful place and you should live the remainder of your life to the full. So much of the modding community is supporting you with this and I am too, fingers crossed!

- Matt

[Ash]

As I have already said elsewhere, this world needs more people like Xeno in it, not less. I couldn't think of a nicer guy to know and I'm sure many of us here can say the very same.

I hope you get to do all the things you really want to do, mate. I really do. You deserve it man.

[MSpencer]

Xeno, this is truly terrible news. I don't really know what to say... but good luck, I suppose, is somewhat appropriate. I'm absolutely flabbergasted that this is even possible... :(

[Silent_Killa]

stay positive... well, I'll try

I'm really not all that religious, but I'm pretty sure if there is a god, he's gotta let you in all things considered...

Take out a big loan and go nuts... that's my advice anyways.

[Destroyer]

I'm really not all that religious, but I'm pretty sure if there is a god, he's gotta let you in all things considered...

Not only that, but he'll hold open the gate and ask if you need anything.

[JEV3]

Well...

Urm...

I wonder why they don't dare operate so near your brain and risk impairing you partially and they allow it to end this way... I am not a professional though...

I am so sorry to hear this, I have a little advice, but I'll likely only get flamed for it...

When one's life is coming to an end, it can be really hard for them... alot of it is if they fear what will happen after they die... You may want to really look into that thing, because at that point in life, it is the only thing worth studying... (its not math right? that's good news) Many people have different beliefs but you have to make sure you think you have the right one after plenty of research (no, not prejudiced, just the best advice I can come up with) Because this board is probably not the best place to discuss such matters, then I will stop here, but please take my advice to heart, because it is all I have to offer...

Remember what Gandalf said...

"Death is just another path, one that we all must take..."
"Well, that isn't so bad"

Besides that be sure not to let fear of death dominate you, if you are clearing that matter up, it will be a lot easier, or such is my understanding... Enjoy your life, and although I only know you as a common siggy, I still share my deepest regrets.

I know you and your family must suffer greatly for this, though I can't imagine how it must be... You will be in my prayers...

[{IP}Gil-Galad]

Wow man I don't know you but I'm praying for ya everday now. Im assuming that the tumor is on your temporal lobe which is terrible because thats your memory/ thoughts/ functioning region.... Not to sound mean or anything but you should think about going out and reading the book "Tuesday's with Morrie". I've just read this book, it will make you more comfortable...

[Hostile]

I think Xeno will be ok with the outcome. No matter what that outcome is...

I just have that feeling...

Added a new sig for you Xeno. If no one else gets it, that's ok, Xeno will.

[Soul]

I made a neat sig to show I support you Xeno, I went to a site called cool text to make it.

[DemonWolf]

Wow. Jeez, I wish I had something useful to say, but I never really do.

This, unfortunately, is no exception. I'm behind you, man. I think I speak for all of us here when I say that.

[JohnWE]

From the Biggest C&C Fan Ever to Xeno:

It's one thing when you hear about this happening to a person, but it's completely different when it's happening to someone you've come into contact with.

Good luck with the rest of your life, and I will be keeping you in my prayers. God can work miracles.


http://commandandcon...ty_member;33530

Edited by JohnWE, 22 May 2007 - 05:41 AM.

[Shine On]

I can't express how much i appreciate you all. You are all great people, and the fact that some of you still support me when i don't know you that well.

All i my sorry about is posting up this info here and practically upsetting you all. I can't contact alot of you one on one so this is why i posted it up, cause you all mean alot.

My main goal now is to write a list of things i want to try and do and go out my way to do them all. I won't do it so much that it'll knacker me or make me poor, but there are may things that i could probably do that will just keep me relaxed with everything.

Personally i won't mention this situation to any of you if i speak to ya, unless i have to. Cause its not the nicest subject to talk about to anyone cause personally i think this upsets you all more than me :( But i will just try and be myself here, help people and just generally try and be involved with talking as much as i can...


And yes Mad... i do know what ya mean mate. Why can't i fucking shake some of your hands :(

[Juissi]

I never really got to talk to you or even see how good guy you are but judging by other people post's you were great guy I hope you still get to live little longer than just 6 months :(
Its sad that you are going to die but we all are going to die someday. Thats all, I have to say

[raminator]

enjoy the everything you can and do whatever you want

you will be remembered but today is not the day for remembering!

[Mathijs]

you will be remembered but today is not the day for remembering!

Beautifully said.

[Nemoricus]

It's fine that you posted this on the forum.

We are a community, as I've said before. Good communities support their members in times of trouble.

In any case, good luck.

EDIT: Updated my avatar to show my support.

Edited by Nemoricus, 22 May 2007 - 11:08 PM.

[Elvenlord]

I can't really say I got to know you, since I've only recently gone outside the TEA forums, but from what I've gathered you were a truely great person. I can't say much more then already has been said, and I've never been good with words. I join those already behind you.

[duke_Qa]

hrmph, i hate cancer. a few in my family got it bad through the years.

i wish you the best of luck though, doctors have been known to be wrong in many directions. if possible i would have tried my best to get onto some of the newer cures that they are still testing on people. if things are looking grim theres not really any reason not to try it out.

i hope that you will make it through this, no matter how negative the doctors might be, one should never lose hope.